I really have nothing to say, 'cept life sucks .. sometimes.
I hate public speaking. I hate it with a bloody passion.
I find it amusing that I'm not using cuss words even in my journal, as if some big bad mod is gonna swoop down on me. Stupid JC conditioning ... I'm brainwashed.
Whatever. It's actually a combination of JC, college and my dad. I don't really care, swearing is not a habit I want to get into online anyway. Strangely enough, I swear a lot in RL.
Something else I've noticed: I pick up speech patterns really, really easily. Technically, typing patterns, but the point is ... yeah. Talk to someone with a distinct diction, and for the next week I'll sound a bit like him/her. Annoying, this is. Meditate on this, I will.
Ok ... I don't know why I'm still bothering with this thing, because it's a pain in the arse to do and nobody's reading it anyway.











